I Keep Shoving My Gifts Away. Not Anymore.

I’ve had the cards. I’ve done the readings. I’ve gone deep into Human Design, birth charts, spirit baby dreams, intuitive downloads ALL OF IT.

And every time, it starts the same way:

✨Something lights me up
✨I dive in. I research the hell out of it, journal, pull cards, get visions
✨I read someone’s chart and it’s spot-on
✨I feel like this is it! This is THE THING I’m here to do
✨And then I shove it all aside, again

Because it always feels too much. Too weird. Too hard to explain. Too likely to make someone judge me. That’s been my biggest fear.

And I’d tell myself: “Nope. Just stop messing with this. Who tf do you think you are!?”

I’ve done this cycle for years.

Lately I’ve decided I’m done with it.

Because I look at my children, especially my littlest ones, and I feel their sensitivity. Their intuition. Their energy. They’re the kind of children I once was. And I know what it feels like to be gifted and shut down.

I won’t do that to them. And I can’t keep doing it to myself.

Why This Substack Exists

This is my space to stop hiding.
To write what I’m receiving.
To share what I’ve lived.
To pull cards when I feel it.
To talk about Human Design and birth charts and spirit messages.

And not because it’s my “niche” but because it’s absolutely 100% who I am. I don’t stick to “one method” I explore all tools that light me up (hello 6/2 Sacral Generator).

If you’re here, maybe you’ve felt the same thing: that push-pull between awakening and shrinking…Between “I know this is real” and “Is anyone gonna think I’m fucking insane?”

I’ll be the 1st to tell you: You’re not crazy…you’re remembering.

What You’ll Find Here

This space is for:

• Intuitive motherhood (dads are welcomed tho!)

• Raising sensitive or “psychic” kids

• Card pulls, energetic downloads, birth chart reflections

• Manifestation & soul whispers

• Stories from someone who doesn’t have it all figured out but is finally saying YES

What You Can Expect

🗓 I don’t write on a schedule. I don’t have a content calendar. I’m letting this emerge intuitively.
💌 For now, everything’s free.
🔮 Paid offerings might come later: readings, voice notes, or mini soul tools for moms on the edge of awakening.

If this post found you, it probably wasn’t random. Thanks for being here and welcome to the sacred mess.

I’m Luna 🌙

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